I told people that when I find out I'm pregnant, I will update my status to read "The hills are alive with the sound of music" and if I'm not, it'll say "If you're blue and you don't know where to go to why don't you go where fashion sits.."
Yesterday on my way home, "Sound of Music" came on the radio, followed by "Kids" from Bye Bye Birdie, then "I Feel Pretty" from West Side Story. (I listen to the BWay station on XM Radio). Jon and I want a little girl, so all of these songs made me think that God was telling me we were pregnant. And then I come home to more blood. I wish I could just see what is going on with my plumbing and make sure everything is okay.
The blue rubber bracelet on my right wrist says "In and Through". I asked God to help me go 'All In', and He led me through two horrible situations at the same time. One is resolved and this is still looming as He keeps leading me through the valley. A friend of mine reminded me of Ginny Owens' "If You Want Me To" when I shared about these two situations. It's a powerful song and is perfect when you're eyes are dry and in need of moisture.