Thursday, January 13, 2011

Squelching Hope

No line at all this morning but I'm still period free. My BMT also went up .2, which Lisa says is a good sign. We'll take another test tomorrow morning and see what happens.

I'm almost sick with anxiety. My head is throbbing, my energy is zapped, I don't want to be around anybody, I randomly start crying; it's really taking a toll on my body. Then I keep thinking "Am I so emotional because I'm pregant? Am I not pregnant and my anxiety is keeping my period from coming?" Not knowing is more painful than not being pregnant. I'd rather just know if I'm not instead of waiting and squelching the hope I have in my heart so I don't get disapointed.

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